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Sawyer; you know you're going to tell on me, and oh, what shall I do, what ` `
shall I do! I'll be whipped, and I never was whipped in school." Then she ` `
stamped her little foot and said: "BE so mean if you want to! I know something ` `
that's going to happen. You just wait and you'll see! Hateful, hateful, ` `
hateful!"--and she flung out of the house with a new explosion of crying. Tom ` `
stood still, rather flustered by this onslaught. Presently he said to himself: ` `
"What a curious kind of a fool a girl is! Never been licked in school! Shucks! ` `
What's a licking! That's just like a girl--they're so thin-skinned and ` `
chicken-hearted. Well, of course I ain't going to tell old Dobbins on this ` `
little fool, because there's other ways of getting even on her, that ain't so ` `
mean; but what of it? Old Dobbins will ask who it was tore his book. Nobody'll ` `
answer. Then he'll do just the way he always does--ask first one and then ` `
t'other, and when he comes to the right girl he'll know it, without any ` `
telling. Girls' faces always tell on them. They ain't got any backbone. She'll ` `
get licked. Well, it's a kind of a tight place for Becky Thatcher, because ` `
there ain't any way out of it." Tom conned the thing a moment longer, and then ` `
added: "All right, though; she'd like to see me in just such a fix--let her ` `
sweat it out!" Tom joined the mob of skylarking scholars outside. In a few ` `
moments the master arrived and school "took in." Tom did not feel a strong ` `
interest in his studies. Every time he stole a glance at the girls' side of the ` `
room Becky's face troubled him. Considering all things, he did not want to pity ` `
her, and yet it was all he could do to help it. He could get up no exultation ` `
that was really worthy the name. Presently the spelling-book discovery was ` `
made, and Tom's mind was entirely full of his own matters for a while after ` `
that. Becky roused up from her lethargy of distress and showed good interest in ` `
the proceedings. She did not expect that Tom could get out of his trouble by ` `
denying that he spilt the ink on the book himself; and she was right. The ` `
denial only seemed to make the thing worse for Tom. Becky supposed she would be ` `
glad of that, and she tried to believe she was glad of it, but she found she ` `
was not certain. When the worst came to the worst, she had an impulse to get up ` `
and tell on Alfred Temple, but she made an effort and forced herself to keep ` `
still--because, said she to herself, "he'll tell about me tearing the picture ` `
sure. I wouldn't say a word, not to save his life!" Tom took his whipping and ` `
went back to his seat not at all broken-hearted, for he thought it was possible ` `
that he had unknowingly upset the ink on the spelling-book himself, in some ` `
skylarking bout--he had denied it for form's sake and because it was custom, ` `
and had stuck to the denial from principle. A whole hour drifted by, the master ` `
sat nodding in his throne, the air was drowsy with the hum of study. By and by, ` `
Mr. Dobbins straightened himself up, yawned, then unlocked his desk, and ` `
reached for his book, but seemed undecided whether to take it out or leave it. ` `
Most of the pupils glanced up languidly, but there were two among them that ` `
watched his movements with intent eyes. Mr. Dobbins fingered his book absently ` `
for a while, then took it out and settled himself in his chair to read! Tom ` `
shot a glance at Becky. He had seen a hunted and helpless rabbit look as she ` `
did, with a gun levelled at its head. Instantly he forgot his quarrel with her. ` `
Quick--something must be done! done in a flash, too! But the very imminence of ` `
the emergency paralyzed his invention. Good!--he had an inspiration! He would ` `
run and snatch the book, spring through the door and fly. But his resolution ` `
shook for one little instant, and the chance was lost--the master opened the ` `
volume. If Tom only had the wasted opportunity back again! Too late. There was ` `
no help for Becky now, he said. The next moment the master faced the school. ` `
Every eye sank under his gaze. There was that in it which smote even the ` `
innocent with fear. There was silence while one might count ten --the master ` `
was gathering his wrath. Then he spoke: "Who tore this book?" There was not a ` `
sound. One could have heard a pin drop. The stillness continued; the master ` `
searched face after face for signs of guilt. "Benjamin Rogers, did you tear ` `
this book?" A denial. Another pause. "Joseph Harper, did you?" Another denial. ` `
Tom's uneasiness grew more and more intense under the slow torture of these ` `
proceedings. The master scanned the ranks of boys--considered a while, then ` `
turned to the girls: "Amy Lawrence?" A shake of the head. "Gracie Miller?" The ` `
same sign. "Susan Harper, did you do this?" Another negative. The next girl was ` `
Becky Thatcher. Tom was trembling from head to foot with excitement and a sense ` `
of the hopelessness of the situation. "Rebecca Thatcher" [Tom glanced at her ` `
face--it was white with terror] --"did you tear--no, look me in the face" [her ` `
hands rose in appeal] --"did you tear this book?" A thought shot like lightning ` `
through Tom's brain. He sprang to his feet and shouted--"I done it!" The school ` `
stared in perplexity at this incredible folly. Tom stood a moment, to gather ` `
his dismembered faculties; and when he stepped forward to go to his punishment ` `
the surprise, the gratitude, the adoration that shone upon him out of poor ` `
Becky's eyes seemed pay enough for a hundred floggings. Inspired by the ` `
splendor of his own act, he took without an outcry the most merciless flaying ` `
that even Mr. Dobbins had ever administered; and also received with ` `
indifference the added cruelty of a command to remain two hours after school ` `
should be dismissed--for he knew who would wait for him outside till his ` `
captivity was done, and not count the tedious time as loss, either. Tom went to ` `
bed that night planning vengeance against Alfred Temple; for with shame and ` `
repentance Becky had told him all, not forgetting her own treachery; but even ` `
the longing for vengeance had to give way, soon, to pleasanter musings, and he ` `
fell asleep at last with Becky's latest words lingering dreamily in his ear-- ` `
"Tom, how COULD you be so noble!" CHAPTER XXI VACATION was approaching. The ` `
schoolmaster, always severe, grew severer and more exacting than ever, for he ` `
wanted the school to make a good showing on "Examination" day. His rod and his ` `
ferule were seldom idle now--at least among the smaller pupils. Only the ` `
biggest boys, and young ladies of eighteen and twenty, escaped lashing. Mr. ` `
Dobbins' lashings were very vigorous ones, too; for although he carried, under ` `
his wig, a perfectly bald and shiny head, he had only reached middle age, and ` `
there was no sign of feebleness in his muscle. As the great day approached, all ` `
the tyranny that was in him came to the surface; he seemed to take a vindictive ` `
pleasure in punishing the least shortcomings. The consequence was, that the ` `
smaller boys spent their days in terror and suffering and their nights in ` `
plotting revenge. They threw away no opportunity to do the master a mischief. ` `
But he kept ahead all the time. The retribution that followed every vengeful ` `
success was so sweeping and majestic that the boys always retired from the ` `
field badly worsted. At last they conspired together and hit upon a plan that ` `
promised a dazzling victory. They swore in the sign-painter's boy, told him the ` `
scheme, and asked his help. He had his own reasons for being delighted, for the ` `
master boarded in his father's family and had given the boy ample cause to hate ` `
him. The master's wife would go on a visit to the country in a few days, and ` `
there would be nothing to interfere with the plan; the master always prepared ` `
himself for great occasions by getting pretty well fuddled, and the ` `
sign-painter's boy said that when the dominie had reached the proper condition ` `
on Examination Evening he would "manage the thing" while he napped in his ` `
chair; then he would have him awakened at the right time and hurried away to ` `
school. In the fulness of time the interesting occasion arrived. At eight in ` `
the evening the schoolhouse was brilliantly lighted, and adorned with wreaths ` `
and festoons of foliage and flowers. The master sat throned in his great chair ` `
upon a raised platform, with his blackboard behind him. He was looking ` `
tolerably mellow. Three rows of benches on each side and six rows in front of ` `
him were occupied by the dignitaries of the town and by the parents of the ` `
pupils. To his left, back of the rows of citizens, was a spacious temporary ` `
platform upon which were seated the scholars who were to take part in the ` `
exercises of the evening; rows of small boys, washed and dressed to an ` `
intolerable state of discomfort; rows of gawky big boys; snowbanks of girls and ` `
young ladies clad in lawn and muslin and conspicuously conscious of their bare ` `
arms, their grandmothers' ancient trinkets, their bits of pink and blue ribbon ` `
and the flowers in their hair. All the rest of the house was filled with ` `
non-participating scholars. The exercises began. A very little boy stood up and ` `
sheepishly recited, "You'd scarce expect one of my age to speak in public on ` `
the stage," etc.--accompanying himself with the painfully exact and spasmodic ` `
gestures which a machine might have used--supposing the machine to be a trifle ` `
out of order. But he got through safely, though cruelly scared, and got a fine ` `
round of applause when he made his manufactured bow and retired. A little ` `
shamefaced girl lisped, "Mary had a little lamb," etc., performed a ` `
compassion-inspiring curtsy, got her meed of applause, and sat down flushed and ` `
happy. Tom Sawyer stepped forward with conceited confidence and soared into the ` `
unquenchable and indestructible "Give me liberty or give me death" speech, with ` `
fine fury and frantic gesticulation, and broke down in the middle of it. A ` `
ghastly stage-fright seized him, his legs quaked under him and he was like to ` `
choke. True, he had the manifest sympathy of the house but he had the house's ` `
silence, too, which was even worse than its sympathy. The master frowned, and ` `
this completed the disaster. Tom struggled awhile and then retired, utterly ` `
defeated. There was a weak attempt at applause, but it died early. "The Boy ` `
Stood on the Burning Deck" followed; also "The Assyrian Came Down," and other ` `
declamatory gems. Then there were reading exercises, and a spelling fight. The ` `
meagre Latin class recited with honor. The prime feature of the evening was in ` `
order, now--original "compositions" by the young ladies. Each in her turn ` `
stepped forward to the edge of the platform, cleared her throat, held up her ` `
manuscript (tied with dainty ribbon), and proceeded to read, with labored ` `
attention to "expression" and punctuation. The themes were the same that had ` `
been illuminated upon similar occasions by their mothers before them, their ` `
grandmothers, and doubtless all their ancestors in the female line clear back ` `
to the Crusades. "Friendship" was one; "Memories of Other Days"; "Religion in ` `
History"; "Dream Land"; "The Advantages of Culture"; "Forms of Political ` `
Government Compared and Contrasted"; "Melancholy"; "Filial Love"; "Heart ` `
Longings," etc., etc. A prevalent feature in these compositions was a nursed ` `
and petted melancholy; another was a wasteful and opulent gush of "fine ` `
language"; another was a tendency to lug in by the ears particularly prized ` `
words and phrases until they were worn entirely out; and a peculiarity that ` `
conspicuously marked and marred them was the inveterate and intolerable sermon ` `
that wagged its crippled tail at the end of each and every one of them. No ` `
matter what the subject might be, a brain-racking effort was made to squirm it ` `
into some aspect or other that the moral and religious mind could contemplate ` `
with edification. The glaring insincerity of these sermons was not sufficient ` `
to compass the banishment of the fashion from the schools, and it is not ` `
sufficient to-day; it never will be sufficient while the world stands, perhaps. ` `
There is no school in all our land where the young ladies do not feel obliged ` `
to close their compositions with a sermon; and you will find that the sermon of ` `
the most frivolous and the least religious girl in the school is always the ` `
longest and the most relentlessly pious. But enough of this. Homely truth is ` `
unpalatable. Let us return to the "Examination." The first composition that was ` `
read was one entitled "Is this, then, Life?" Perhaps the reader can endure an ` `
extract from it: "In the common walks of life, with what delightful emotions ` `
does the youthful mind look forward to some anticipated scene of festivity! ` `
Imagination is busy sketching rose-tinted pictures of joy. In fancy, the ` `
voluptuous votary of fashion sees herself amid the festive throng, 'the ` `
observed of all observers.' Her graceful form, arrayed in snowy robes, is ` `
whirling through the mazes of the joyous dance; her eye is brightest, her step ` `
is lightest in the gay assembly. "In such delicious fancies time quickly glides ` `
by, and the welcome hour arrives for her entrance into the Elysian world, of ` `
which she has had such bright dreams. How fairy-like does everything appear to ` `
her enchanted vision! Each new scene is more charming than the last. But after ` `
a while she finds that beneath this goodly exterior, all is vanity, the ` `
flattery which once charmed her soul, now grates harshly upon her ear; the ` `
ball-room has lost its charms; and with wasted health and imbittered heart, she ` `
turns away with the conviction that earthly pleasures cannot satisfy the ` `
longings of the soul!" And so forth and so on. There was a buzz of ` `
gratification from time to time during the reading, accompanied by whispered ` `
ejaculations of "How sweet!" "How eloquent!" "So true!" etc., and after the ` `
thing had closed with a peculiarly afflicting sermon the applause was ` `
enthusiastic. Then arose a slim, melancholy girl, whose face had the ` `
"interesting" paleness that comes of pills and indigestion, and read a "poem." ` `
Two stanzas of it will do: "A MISSOURI MAIDEN'S FAREWELL TO ALABAMA "Alabama, ` `
good-bye! I love thee well! But yet for a while do I leave thee now! Sad, yes, ` `
sad thoughts of thee my heart doth swell, And burning recollections throng my ` `
brow! For I have wandered through thy flowery woods; Have roamed and read near ` `
Tallapoosa's stream; Have listened to Tallassee's warring floods, And wooed on ` `
Coosa's side Aurora's beam. "Yet shame I not to bear an o'er-full heart, Nor ` `
blush to turn behind my tearful eyes; 'Tis from no stranger land I now must ` `
part, 'Tis to no strangers left I yield these sighs. Welcome and home were mine ` `
within this State, Whose vales I leave--whose spires fade fast from me And cold ` `
must be mine eyes, and heart, and tete, When, dear Alabama! they turn cold on ` `
thee!" There were very few there who knew what "tete" meant, but the poem was ` `
very satisfactory, nevertheless. Next appeared a dark-complexioned, black-eyed, ` `
black-haired young lady, who paused an impressive moment, assumed a tragic ` `
expression, and began to read in a measured, solemn tone: "A VISION "Dark and ` `
tempestuous was night. Around the throne on high not a single star quivered; ` `
but the deep intonations of the heavy thunder constantly vibrated upon the ear; ` `
whilst the terrific lightning revelled in angry mood through the cloudy ` `
chambers of heaven, seeming to scorn the power exerted over its terror by the ` `
illustrious Franklin! Even the boisterous winds unanimously came forth from ` `
their mystic homes, and blustered about as if to enhance by their aid the ` `
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